Sitting under the starry night with a powerful wind that blows my hair and mind, with an aim in my head and pain in my heart I stare and stare until darkness finally surrounds and embraces me. I sit under the night sky wondering when the sun will rise forgetting and unmindful of the starry and beautiful night which surrounds me peacefully seeking attention. Blinded by the darkness I forget to live in the present dwelling on the darkness that somehow I invented myself and when dawn arrives I finally realize that the night was actually starry, beautiful and full of lights.